So as I was reflecting on my week - thinking about what I would put for my Quick Takes Post - I realized that this week has been
pretty stressful. There are just some things that have been going on that have taken a toll on our peace. It would have been really easy to get discouraged and down on myself this week. But, by the grace of God, there have also been blessings sprinkled into each day that have kept me going. The more I think about them, the more I am in awe of God's Providence. So I think I will go ahead and make my Quick Takes a list of 7 Blessings that I have received this week that have meant so much to me. Oh, of course there are many more blessings that I wouldn't be able to list (heat, water, food, my health, babies all come to mind) but these are the ones that stood out this week; the good amidst the bad.
1. Flowers - So back in the fall I planted these bulbs that were give to me by our real-estate agent. I forgot about them. A little while ago I saw that they were sprouting through the dirt. Pretty daffodils. Then, I noticed that a little guy had managed to sprout over in the 'junk' pile. I must have forgotten about one and threw it over there thinking I would have thrown it away. I thought it was neat how it grew despite being in a non-ideal location. A very fitting analogy for many things in life, no?
2. Rice - A friend had done this for her 3 year old...all she did was pour a bunch of un-cooked rice into a bin and threw in some measuring spoons and cups and viola! A fun little tactile project for little hands. I did the same yesterday and Lou was kept busy for a full 25 minutes. It was great! It was totally worth the mess, that I do still have to go vacuum up :)
3. Saints - Oh so I just found this little statue of Saint Francis at Value Village (it's approximately 2ft tall.) I think it is a great find. I love Saint Francis'. I asked Mike if he liked the name Francine. I think its so sweet, perhaps we will get to use that name for a little girl one day....we shall see. But I was really pleased when I found this, it will be enjoyed by our family for a long time, I'm sure.
4. Laughter - Through the stressful process of us *potentially* purchasing our first house, it has been tempting to get upset and take it out on Mike. I did this a lot throughout the past year, but lately we have been really united on this front. We have been blessed this week by the grace to come together and encourage each other to be optimistic and positive. We have shared a lot of laughs this week over silly things. I am so appreciative that we are able to stay calm amidst everything and focus on living in the moment.
5. Grandmas - Thinking back on this week - I realized that my girls have gotten to see all THREE of their grandma's. Grandma C watched Louisa one night, Grandma O came over another night, and Great Gramma came up and took Louisa to play at her place one morning. Could they be any more blessed? Louisa adores each one of her 'nana's' and gets excited when they come give her attention and love. As a result of their kindness, we got to go to a baseball game, I got to clean my kitchen and take a shower, and got to make my husband a delicious dinner while Louisa got to play. I can't imagine our lives without them...there is just nothing better than family.
6. Naps - This week I have been in awe of the free time I have been allowed in the afternoons. Louisa has been sleeping better this week and I believe every day she has taken 2 hours or more for her afternoon nap. I have been able to relax, nap myself, and nurse a bad headache that I had on Monday. Josie has, for the most part, followed suit, settling in with me to be nursed. It has been lovely. I really need that time to myself and I feel so sorry for women who don't have this opportunity. There are days when I don't get it and I am completely frazzled. Mike also watched the girls last Sunday so I could enjoy a friend's bridal shower. He took both girls for a drive so I could nurse Josie right before I left. That was so nice.
7. Hand-me-downs. Louisa and Josie both received hand me downs this week. This is an answer to a need that we have had - as summer is coming up (though you would not know it looking outside) I have been looking at Lou's closet thinking that she needs more appropriate clothes. Viola! I get a bag of items from a friend, new dresses from nana and papa, and more new clothes from great grandma. Wow. Generosity has been running rampant around here! I just hope I can be as generous with others as my family and friends have been to me.
Annnnnd....that's all! Like I said, there is no way I could get to all the blessings in my life. This week was just full of real, tangible,
prayed-for blessings. I don't know what next week will bring. I don't know how certain things will be resolved. But I do know
without a doubt in my mind, that God
loves me and is looking out for me. Yes, He allows me to be challenged, to experience the consequences of my sins. But I know whatever He does, he does out of the love a Father has for his daughter. He has surrounded me with loving, giving people. He has made my life as a mother do-able for my temperament and strengths. He has not given me anything I can't handle, though I know that at any time I could be challenged with something I might not be able to cope with well. I will try my best to continue to live a grace-filled existence, so that my life can give glory to God!
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